More Fire Than Water

I was back in my element-Talking with patients,joking with the staff, advising people,but more importantly being a light not so I could be seen more clearly but so those that passed my way would get a better glimpse our Lord.We forget who we represent sometimes, at least I do.The words of a song the Lord gave come to mind- Sometimes I'm fine . Sometimes I do okay. Then  sometimes I fall on my knees and pray.Come on Jesus, come on down ..... It only seems like yesterday that I started practicing. So busy that when the day ended I would sit out front with the last patient and feel a sense of accomplishment, a fullness that I haven't had since those days.I am seeking direction-not quiet ready to hang it up and rock my days away.Being patient and waiting has never been my strong suit maybe that is why I am in this place.An old chiropractic friend said - you have to have more fire than they have water.I am still being shaped and refined by the Lord- so Lord in the time I have left use me ,shape me ,hold me close,put my heart back together.But please don't put the fire out just yet-Thanks